Alice/Grim Tales/Wonderland (???) by Mengo-Smoothie, literature
Literature
Alice/Grim Tales/Wonderland (???)
Mother says I’m going away. Says that they’re going to get me help. But I don’t understand. Why do I need help? And why must I go away for help?
Some faceless men dressed in white came and took me away. Mother handed me my favorite stuffed rabbit and gave the men in white a small bag. They put me into a big moving box and took me away from home. When they told me to get out, I came out in front of a big white building. The faceless men in white took my arm and brought me in through the set of big double doors in the front. The inside was as white as the outside of the building, as emotionless as the faces of the men who brou
The lights,
The smoke,
I can still see it all in my mind.
Everything comes back
As the sound of the drums fills my head.
Bodies everywhere
Suffocation
I can’t breathe
The yelling, the screaming
It’s pandemonium
Lights flash as the drums are hit
Smoke litters the air
Adrenaline surges through my veins
Instincts take over the mind
It’s survival of the fittest
It all comes surging back
As I remember it all
The lights,
The smoke,
The drums,
The moist bodies.
I can never go back
It’s the morning after
And I’m suffering from a serious disorder.
Post-concert depression.
Hello - (Possible?) Final Edit by Mengo-Smoothie, literature
Literature
Hello - (Possible?) Final Edit
The first time I saw you
I thought, “Holy shit how is that possible?”
It felt as though someone was holding a buffer machine
Up against the walls of my stomach
Scrubbing and polishing away along the long, winding corridors of my innards
And all I could feel was the uncomfortable vibration pulsating through my guts
You there,
with the pretty face and eyes that could melt the sun,
Yes you
You make me want to rip all of my clothes off,
throw them on the ground and scream,
No longer shall you confine me,
To surround me,
To engulf me.
I am here today
Ready to face the world and scream
Fuck you and all your darkness
Because there&